I guess that's what comes with having first lunch. I'm so hungry. That's not my fault! My mom just packed me a Lunchable, an apple, and a pudding! and a water, but that doesn't count!
So I went driving again last night. Luca went driving two days ago, and I went driving the day before that. He's pretty good, but I'm better when it's just the two of us. Because I'm more careful. And I can sing out listening to my Sugarland CD. I need to burn the other two. And the rest of my music on my computer.
My iTunes didn't sync the 'American Dreams' CD onto my iPod on Wednesday, because I had My Boyfriend's Back stuck in my head this morning, butI couldn't find it and I realized that it's not on there. I'm gonna go sync it on there today if I can remember when I get home and I take a nap at four. It's gonna be FUN because I get to listen to it FINALLY.
Mock graduation today. Woo.
I was late to History with Perdue yesterday because we were watching Stardust in Choir in the downtime we've had now that the concert's over and done with and Demarkus and I wanted to see the end of it. I feel like I've seen the beginning of the movie before and never finished watching it. But I get those feelings sometimes. Like with 'How to lose a guy in 10 days' in health last week or whenever it was that we watched it. I've seen the end of it on TV before.
My project's due next week. Due as in I present next week.
Soo went yesterday. She did good, even though she's just moved from South Korea within the past maybe year, year and a half. Because I don't remember her being her last year, and she's been in two of my classes all year. she's a nice girl, really.
Exams are in two weeks. Woo!
Friday, May 28, 2010
Tuesday, May 25, 2010
this month ...
I apparently do NOT pay attention in any of my classes this month, do I? What with SOLs and all, now that we're done we really don't do anything. For example, in History, we're just doing presentations that we've had the whole nine weeks to do, and I'm doing Winston Churchill. I'm still not done with it. I'm gonna work on it when we get home today. I don't think we've got ensemble today, since the year's over, basically. I've gotta text Momma Bear about that when we go.
Gonna go talk to Patrick now. Bye!
Gonna go talk to Patrick now. Bye!
Monday, May 24, 2010
and now, we work.
now i get to work on my math project that was due TODAY and watch House even though it's fifteen minutes in.
<3
<3
run away!
I would like to. Me and Luc and we'd be free of the people here, but then we'd have to get jobs to support ourselves and pay for the apartment.
It's a nice thought, though.
It's a nice thought, though.
Torchwood Cast Return to the Bay
come on!
put the pregnant lady in the middle! Then it would be balanced.
stupid!
put the pregnant lady in the middle! Then it would be balanced.
stupid!
i wanna be your everything.
so this is my forth post today, and I apologize, but I have nothing to do in English.
one of the guys in my History teacher's second period is dressed up as Bozo the Clown for the project we had to do. I posted a picture to Facebook, but not the account that I have for this blog. sowwy. maybe I'll put it up on this one.
gotta go.
bye!
one of the guys in my History teacher's second period is dressed up as Bozo the Clown for the project we had to do. I posted a picture to Facebook, but not the account that I have for this blog. sowwy. maybe I'll put it up on this one.
gotta go.
bye!
I'm sorry.
I'm sorry.
I apologize for the last two posts. They were both me, but I apologize. The first was about my uncle Mike. The second was just song lyrics that relate to my situation with my brother. THis year, we're sort of like Eponine, Marius, and Cosette. Who knows what will happen between the two of them this summer? I don't like her.
I apologize for the last two posts. They were both me, but I apologize. The first was about my uncle Mike. The second was just song lyrics that relate to my situation with my brother. THis year, we're sort of like Eponine, Marius, and Cosette. Who knows what will happen between the two of them this summer? I don't like her.
he was never mine to lose.
why regret what cannot be?
these are words he'll never say,
not to me
not from he,
his heart full of love.
he will never feel this way.
these are words he'll never say,
not to me
not from he,
his heart full of love.
he will never feel this way.
Oh, my God.
I am so fucking sick of you. Every time I'm in the room with you, it makes me feel like you're thinking about me in the completely WRONG sense of the look, and I always feel like you do something to me in my sleep, and that's why I sleep with my door shut and locked, because I haven't been comfortable around you for a year and a half. Going to New York City for Christmas didn't help at all. If I didn't have to live with you, Mike, believe me, I wouldn't. You are getting on my last nerve, and if you think for a second that I have any feelings for you, you are horribly mistaken. You are old enough to be my dad, maybe even my granddad, and I don't want anything to do with you anymore. You're just like Dad - checking on me every once in a while. Now wonder you're brothers. But you are getting on my last nerve, and I want you gone. Mom and Dad will never know this (I hope) but I don't want you living in the house. If it were up to me, I'd have you kicked out of here in a heartbeat, but sicne it's their choice and not mine, so please just leave me alone. Please. I just want to live my life without you interfering. You just need to leave and let me be. You are on my last nerve, Mike, and you should leave.
Friday, May 21, 2010
gareth & james the marstersclass
"a scene from Buffy.... Gareth play Giles and james, well... he obviously play the Big Bad Spike!! <3"
Gareth - Giles
James - who else? Spike!
<3
Gareth - Giles
James - who else? Spike!
<3
james marsters & gareth david lloyd @ the marstersclass (drill hall, may 2nd 2009 London)
james marsters & gareth david lloyd @ the marstersclass (drill hall, may 2nd 2009 London)
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No wonder people ship them RPS.
james marsters & gareth david lloyd @ the marstersclass (drill hall, may 2nd 2009 London)
james marsters & gareth david lloyd @ the marstersclass (drill hall, may 2nd 2009 London)
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What is Gareth doing?
james marsters & gareth david lloyd @ the marstersclass (drill hall, may 2nd 2009 London)
james marsters & gareth david lloyd @ the marstersclass (drill hall, may 2nd 2009 London)
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*giggle*
james marsters & gareth david lloyd @ the marstersclass (drill hall, may 2nd 2009 London)
james marsters & gareth david lloyd @ the marstersclass (drill hall, may 2nd 2009 London)
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i wanna know.
i wish I could have seen this.
james marsters & gareth david lloyd @ the marstersclass (drill hall, may 2nd 2009 London)
james marsters & gareth david lloyd @ the marstersclass (drill hall, may 2nd 2009 London)
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I know that part of the episode like the back of my hand. That's not what this looks like.
james marsters & gareth david lloyd @ the marstersclass (drill hall, may 2nd 2009 London)
james marsters & gareth david lloyd @ the marstersclass (drill hall, may 2nd 2009 London)
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that's not what this looks like.
james marsters & gareth david lloyd @ the marstersclass (drill hall, may 2nd 2009 London)
james marsters & gareth david lloyd @ the marstersclass (drill hall, may 2nd 2009 London)
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I'm gonna post more pictures.
Because you get too much of me talking and I hadn't shared a picture in, like, two weeks.
so that's what I'm gonna do, because I don't know where the paper is for the Geometry project we're workiing on that's due Monday that I haven't started yet.
woop-de-fuckin'-doo.
so that's what I'm gonna do, because I don't know where the paper is for the Geometry project we're workiing on that's due Monday that I haven't started yet.
woop-de-fuckin'-doo.
two cents for your thoughts.
so last period working on notes, I was thinking ...
you know those people who get abortions because they don't want the kid and don't want to finish the pregnancy? what did that kid ever do to them? I mean, if it's a rape kid, it's understandable that they don't want to give birth to it, but there's always adoption, because that's what I would do because I couldn't bear to get an abortion, because that kid never did anything to me besides putting me through six months of pain and ever-changing hormones, since you really can't tell if you're gonna keep the kid until three months, right?
So I thnk that if you're pregnant and you don't want the kid, you should just go through with the pregnancy and then give it up for adoption. but that's just me.
you know those people who get abortions because they don't want the kid and don't want to finish the pregnancy? what did that kid ever do to them? I mean, if it's a rape kid, it's understandable that they don't want to give birth to it, but there's always adoption, because that's what I would do because I couldn't bear to get an abortion, because that kid never did anything to me besides putting me through six months of pain and ever-changing hormones, since you really can't tell if you're gonna keep the kid until three months, right?
So I thnk that if you're pregnant and you don't want the kid, you should just go through with the pregnancy and then give it up for adoption. but that's just me.
Sassy ruins my life
So I completely forgot that I had to feed the neighbor's cat until Momma said something about it. I inwardly groaned because I don't want to go feed the cat anymore. But it gets me money.
But I have to get dressed before I do it, and one day this week I was even late for an SOL because of it.
And telling you this is hindering me from getting dressed and doing the cat thing. ttyl!
But I have to get dressed before I do it, and one day this week I was even late for an SOL because of it.
And telling you this is hindering me from getting dressed and doing the cat thing. ttyl!
Wednesday, May 19, 2010
and this is why you don't get the Drama teacher mad.
so Smiller got mad today in study hall, and the girl wouldn't listen, so she took her to the office. and now the girl's sitting in her assigned seat.
and Dakota wanted to ask Myers if he had the sheet music for a song that she wanted to play for a class that she's got, but he didn't have it and it took about five mintues to ask him because he's setting up the equpitment for next period.
I think I might start writing a Peter Pan story. Just because I can.
and Dakota wanted to ask Myers if he had the sheet music for a song that she wanted to play for a class that she's got, but he didn't have it and it took about five mintues to ask him because he's setting up the equpitment for next period.
I think I might start writing a Peter Pan story. Just because I can.
Tuesday, May 18, 2010
threw Sara Manning off
and it was really fun.
So she was going over her solo for the WICKED music - she's got the ONE guy solo in the medley - and I was singing it with her on the actual clef it was written on and she told me to go away because my singing was distracting her from singing it right. So I kinda wanted to cry but I didn't mind so I just left. Well, Luca and I left. And we've just gotta sit here and wait for Momma to get here because we got out fifteen minutes ahead of schedule, so we've gotta wait for to get here and she was at the exact oppoosite end of the road the school's off of, so we've been sitting here since God knows when.
And it's raining.
And she's here. And blowing the horn. I'm gonna go.
So she was going over her solo for the WICKED music - she's got the ONE guy solo in the medley - and I was singing it with her on the actual clef it was written on and she told me to go away because my singing was distracting her from singing it right. So I kinda wanted to cry but I didn't mind so I just left. Well, Luca and I left. And we've just gotta sit here and wait for Momma to get here because we got out fifteen minutes ahead of schedule, so we've gotta wait for to get here and she was at the exact oppoosite end of the road the school's off of, so we've been sitting here since God knows when.
And it's raining.
And she's here. And blowing the horn. I'm gonna go.
ensemble
we've got ensemble. luc's staying after because it would be pointless for him to ride home on the bus, and then have Mom come over and get me. so he's stayinig after with me. it's gonna be fun.
love ya.
love ya.
so we run. yeah, yeah, yeah. we run.
I have gotten so fed up with my parents over the last couple of weeks. My uncle Johnny's birthday was on the eighth, so we went up to visit him, and they let me drive up and back. While we were driving back they got me so fed up with driving to the point I actually wanted to cry and I said a couple of times, "Do you want me to pull over so you can drive?" and they said, "No you're fine." I don't do highways. Or high speeds. Lucas Bear doesn't have this problem with them. He does fine.
I drove by myself again on Saturday. I wanted to test a CD that I had burned earlier that day while Luc and I were watching (and singing along to) Putting It Together. And so I listened to it and was singing along to it while I was driving around to Sonic and back. It was fun. But I had forgotten my licence at the house and I didn't want to go back in and get it, so I just went driving without it and thankfully, I didn't get pulled over. It was fun.
Listening to Dirty Hippie video again because it drowns out the people talking in my study hall. And I get to stay in here next period because we've got Choir in the auditorium again. LIke we were yesterday. Concert's Thursday. Wish us luck.
"... before some lady hauls off and tries to cut our balls off."
I drove by myself again on Saturday. I wanted to test a CD that I had burned earlier that day while Luc and I were watching (and singing along to) Putting It Together. And so I listened to it and was singing along to it while I was driving around to Sonic and back. It was fun. But I had forgotten my licence at the house and I didn't want to go back in and get it, so I just went driving without it and thankfully, I didn't get pulled over. It was fun.
Listening to Dirty Hippie video again because it drowns out the people talking in my study hall. And I get to stay in here next period because we've got Choir in the auditorium again. LIke we were yesterday. Concert's Thursday. Wish us luck.
"... before some lady hauls off and tries to cut our balls off."
... and we are magnificent beasts.
Lucas Bear, I love you.
Dirty Hippie Jam Band hasn't cracked me up so much in forever. So it's been, like, two weeks since I listened to it, and it's really funny.
... before some girl goes and hauls off and tries to chop our balls off.
That was me. Not Luc. I will apologize for it if it's Luc. and since I didn't apologize - instead clarified - it's me.
Dirty Hippie Jam Band hasn't cracked me up so much in forever. So it's been, like, two weeks since I listened to it, and it's really funny.
... before some girl goes and hauls off and tries to chop our balls off.
That was me. Not Luc. I will apologize for it if it's Luc. and since I didn't apologize - instead clarified - it's me.
Friday, May 14, 2010
Ensemble at for the Retired Teachers' Association.
It was fun. And the reason for the last two posts. Because I forgot the words for my solo at one point. And I got embarrased. And I forgot my writing pencil at the hotel. And I'll remember the words at the concert next week. I hope some of them come see it, because I'm not forgetting the words this time.
The weird thing is, I knew the words perfectly in ensemble, but when I got to perform in front of all the women there, I couldn't remember them all. Luc can vouch for me. For the ensemble bit, at least. Myers wouldn't have let him come on the trip to the hotel, so he got to finish the test - still won't tell me his score - in Health last period. It was fun, though, getting out of two periods and lunch. Although I still had the lunch Momma packed me this morning. Because we both forgot that ensemble was going out to the hotel, and I didn't have any money so I couldn't buy anything from Chick-Fil-A. The manager-dude gave us all mints, though, even the four people who got food from Panera's and walked over to the mall and were sitting out in the food court seats. I'm gonna eat my mint eighth period. Coz I can. And because I didn't want to eat it yet.
People in my study hall are annoying. That's why I listen to my iPod, Telly Monster.
The weird thing is, I knew the words perfectly in ensemble, but when I got to perform in front of all the women there, I couldn't remember them all. Luc can vouch for me. For the ensemble bit, at least. Myers wouldn't have let him come on the trip to the hotel, so he got to finish the test - still won't tell me his score - in Health last period. It was fun, though, getting out of two periods and lunch. Although I still had the lunch Momma packed me this morning. Because we both forgot that ensemble was going out to the hotel, and I didn't have any money so I couldn't buy anything from Chick-Fil-A. The manager-dude gave us all mints, though, even the four people who got food from Panera's and walked over to the mall and were sitting out in the food court seats. I'm gonna eat my mint eighth period. Coz I can. And because I didn't want to eat it yet.
People in my study hall are annoying. That's why I listen to my iPod, Telly Monster.
what made you think he'd believe all your lies?
he went away and you hung around, and bothered me every night, and when I wouldn't go out with you, you said things that weren't very nice.
my boyfriend's back, and you're gonna be in trouble.
when you see him comin' better cut out on the double.
you've been spreadin' lies that I was untrue,
so look out now, coz he's comin' after you.
and he knows that you've been tryin'
and he knows that you've been lyin.
he's been gone for such a long time,
but now he's back and things'll be fine.
you're gonna be sorry you were ever born
coz he's kinda big and he's awful strong.
and he knows about your cheatin'.
now you're gonna get a beatin'
what made you think he'd believe all your lies?
ah-ooo.
ah-ooo.
you're a big man now, but he'll cut you down to size.
ah-oo.
wait and see!
my boyfriend's back. he's gonna save my reputation.
if i were you, i'd take a permanent vacation.
wait and see!
my boyfriend's back, and you're gonna be in trouble.
when you see him comin' better cut out on the double.
you've been spreadin' lies that I was untrue,
so look out now, coz he's comin' after you.
and he knows that you've been tryin'
and he knows that you've been lyin.
he's been gone for such a long time,
but now he's back and things'll be fine.
you're gonna be sorry you were ever born
coz he's kinda big and he's awful strong.
and he knows about your cheatin'.
now you're gonna get a beatin'
what made you think he'd believe all your lies?
ah-ooo.
ah-ooo.
you're a big man now, but he'll cut you down to size.
ah-oo.
wait and see!
my boyfriend's back. he's gonna save my reputation.
if i were you, i'd take a permanent vacation.
wait and see!
just got back
ensemble sang for the Retired Teachers Association and we just got back, and I've gotta take a test. woop-de-fuckin'-do.
Thursday, May 13, 2010
Facebook still isn't working.
And I'm mad. Because I want to check my Facebook. And I can't because it isn't working.
So I'm reading stuff instead. Like I finished reading 'Ianto Jones: Jack's Favorite Pet?' this period after reading it last period too. End of chapter eight broke my heart. I thought Yan was gonna die, I honestly was. Why does Yanto have to be the one who always gets put in those types of situation. Because he can die, probably.
So I'm reading stuff instead. Like I finished reading 'Ianto Jones: Jack's Favorite Pet?' this period after reading it last period too. End of chapter eight broke my heart. I thought Yan was gonna die, I honestly was. Why does Yanto have to be the one who always gets put in those types of situation. Because he can die, probably.
Wednesday, May 12, 2010
we jam, jam coz we want to!
so i'm in love with this show. i can't get enough of it.
but for now I'm working on a couple stories that i'm gonna post online eventually.
but for now I'm working on a couple stories that i'm gonna post online eventually.
this place always looked a litte better in white.
Who can you trust?
Who can you trust to transport your cars
Harwood's!
You won't be sorry with a Harwood's lorry.
So the guy in the Sugarland duet - Kristian Bush - has a good voice. He doesn't look like I think he would, just a little skinnier. I know he's married, but I think that he and Jennifer Nettles have something. Maybe coz they've worked together for so long. I have all but one of their CDs - 3 out of four. So there's still Enjoy the Ride, which I wanna get and I think they have at Wal-Mart.
I miss New York City. Luc won't tell you, but he does too. Our friends and we send post cards back and forth to each other with big events. Like Prom. And Homecoming. And Christmas. And New Year's. And Spring break. And summmer vacation.
Tyler's asleep in his seat across the auditorium using his bookbag and his arm as a pillow. God, I love him. He's so random. I love it.
"I'm gettin' nothing for Christmas. Mommy and Daddy are mad. I'm gettin' nothin for Christmas, coz I can't be nothin' but bad."
"Next year, I'll be going straight. Next year, I'll be good just you wait. I'd start now, but it's too late."
I'm gonna be singing that the week before Christmas. And send a postcard with the lyrics on it. Coz they'll get mad at me for wasting a postcard on a Christmas song.
Daisy Bear out, bitches.
Who can you trust to transport your cars
Harwood's!
You won't be sorry with a Harwood's lorry.
So the guy in the Sugarland duet - Kristian Bush - has a good voice. He doesn't look like I think he would, just a little skinnier. I know he's married, but I think that he and Jennifer Nettles have something. Maybe coz they've worked together for so long. I have all but one of their CDs - 3 out of four. So there's still Enjoy the Ride, which I wanna get and I think they have at Wal-Mart.
I miss New York City. Luc won't tell you, but he does too. Our friends and we send post cards back and forth to each other with big events. Like Prom. And Homecoming. And Christmas. And New Year's. And Spring break. And summmer vacation.
Tyler's asleep in his seat across the auditorium using his bookbag and his arm as a pillow. God, I love him. He's so random. I love it.
"I'm gettin' nothing for Christmas. Mommy and Daddy are mad. I'm gettin' nothin for Christmas, coz I can't be nothin' but bad."
"Next year, I'll be going straight. Next year, I'll be good just you wait. I'd start now, but it's too late."
I'm gonna be singing that the week before Christmas. And send a postcard with the lyrics on it. Coz they'll get mad at me for wasting a postcard on a Christmas song.
Daisy Bear out, bitches.
tell 'em I'm comin' home.
so no one at the house reads this except for me, and I'm sure no one even reads this anyways. so I just talk about whatever.
You know what else I hate about being on my period? The fact that the pad I've got in right now doesn't have any wings, and we're not gonna be home for another three hours because my sister's coming to the school to pick us up to get ice cream, so we're missing eighth period, and the pad I had in before I changed it had bled over already and this is a new pair of undies, but it's not that big of a deal - I've screwed underwear up worse than this. I'll just put in the winged ones Momma bought when we get home and stop worrying about it.
I'm listening to the Sugarland Christmas CD they released last year (2009) because I was listening to it earier today and I didn't want to change the CD. So Rachel's coming into Choir next period to sing with us, even though we're probably just gonna be going over cabaret stuff while she's here. I wish Luc would sing something with me. He's a good singer. But he doesn't want to.
sister = family friend Rachel, who I was talking to before I made my Daisy Bear account.
You know what else I hate about being on my period? The fact that the pad I've got in right now doesn't have any wings, and we're not gonna be home for another three hours because my sister's coming to the school to pick us up to get ice cream, so we're missing eighth period, and the pad I had in before I changed it had bled over already and this is a new pair of undies, but it's not that big of a deal - I've screwed underwear up worse than this. I'll just put in the winged ones Momma bought when we get home and stop worrying about it.
I'm listening to the Sugarland Christmas CD they released last year (2009) because I was listening to it earier today and I didn't want to change the CD. So Rachel's coming into Choir next period to sing with us, even though we're probably just gonna be going over cabaret stuff while she's here. I wish Luc would sing something with me. He's a good singer. But he doesn't want to.
sister = family friend Rachel, who I was talking to before I made my Daisy Bear account.
"Hey, Amy, is Facebook broken for you too?"
"Alright, Jessica Fletcher, what do you propose we do?"
Sorry. Reading Torchwood fic in Health. I'm bored and don't want to complete the worksheet.
I hate Health.
And I hate being on my period. I don't think it was this painful last month. When I started on Sunday, I came up with the idea that on some parallel universe I was pregnant and I'm giving birth to the kid now. And on that parallel plane, we're five years older than we are her.
I DON'T WANT KIDS AT TWENTY-ONE!!!!!
Sorry. Reading Torchwood fic in Health. I'm bored and don't want to complete the worksheet.
I hate Health.
And I hate being on my period. I don't think it was this painful last month. When I started on Sunday, I came up with the idea that on some parallel universe I was pregnant and I'm giving birth to the kid now. And on that parallel plane, we're five years older than we are her.
I DON'T WANT KIDS AT TWENTY-ONE!!!!!
Tuesday, May 11, 2010
John Lucas Bear's Facebook Account.
http://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=100001086584003 if you're interested.
Go friend him. I'm friends with him.
Lucas Bear, I love you!
<3
Go friend him. I'm friends with him.
Lucas Bear, I love you!
<3
not the mamma!
Momma's not here yet.
coz she left work at five after and thought it was quarter till, so we're still sitting here.
hi luc.
Luc made a Facebook today. Well, I made it for him.
Do you know how hard it is to make Facebooks during school? I've done it before, and believe you me, it's not easy.
coz she left work at five after and thought it was quarter till, so we're still sitting here.
hi luc.
Luc made a Facebook today. Well, I made it for him.
Do you know how hard it is to make Facebooks during school? I've done it before, and believe you me, it's not easy.
Brent DiRoma.
I'm on Facebook. And Evan's sittng next to me. And Luc is too.
And I'm wearing my Animal hat that I bought on Saturday with my Wal-Mart gift card. Because it's not during school hours anymore and I can get away with it. Woman in the office commented on it.
And I'm doing stuff on Facebook. And Evan's being random.
And I'm wearing my Animal hat that I bought on Saturday with my Wal-Mart gift card. Because it's not during school hours anymore and I can get away with it. Woman in the office commented on it.
And I'm doing stuff on Facebook. And Evan's being random.
Monday, May 10, 2010
live alone and like it
free as the birds in the trees
high above the briars.
live alone and like it
doin' whatever you please
when your heart desires.
free to hang around or
fly at any old time.
No equivocation.
Most of all, no guarantees.
That can be your motto
Free of obligation
Only the murmurin' breeze
as an obbligato.
live alone and like it.
Why is that such a crime?
Free to call the tune.
free to say if you're gonna work or play.
you can have the moon,
but you don't have to have night and day.
anyway,
on your own with only you to concern yourself
doesn't mean you're lonely, just that you're free.
live alone and like it.
don't come down from that tree.
that's the answer for me.
that's the answer for me...
that's the answer for me?
high above the briars.
live alone and like it
doin' whatever you please
when your heart desires.
free to hang around or
fly at any old time.
No equivocation.
Most of all, no guarantees.
That can be your motto
Free of obligation
Only the murmurin' breeze
as an obbligato.
live alone and like it.
Why is that such a crime?
Free to call the tune.
free to say if you're gonna work or play.
you can have the moon,
but you don't have to have night and day.
anyway,
on your own with only you to concern yourself
doesn't mean you're lonely, just that you're free.
live alone and like it.
don't come down from that tree.
that's the answer for me.
that's the answer for me...
that's the answer for me?
fire in his touch burnin' me up, but still I held on ...
coz I was already gone.
oh, dear lord, i love Tyler. but he's already got a boyfriend, so screw that. because we had to do a worksheet in health and one side was where you had to draw a modern day Cinderella/Prince Charming, and he was like 'I don't like **** all that well, and I think it's stupid how you think everyone is heterosexual.'
I <3 Tyler. As a friend, because of his boyfriend.
http://happyjackal.blogspot.com
oh, dear lord, i love Tyler. but he's already got a boyfriend, so screw that. because we had to do a worksheet in health and one side was where you had to draw a modern day Cinderella/Prince Charming, and he was like 'I don't like **** all that well, and I think it's stupid how you think everyone is heterosexual.'
I <3 Tyler. As a friend, because of his boyfriend.
http://happyjackal.blogspot.com
Torchwood
okay, so I wish I could have been there. I would DIE if I had his autograph.
Is it obvious I have a fan?
Is it obvious I have a fan?
Friday, May 7, 2010
Finally made Facebook.
http://www.facebook.com/home.php?#!/profile.php?id=100001094433549 if you're interested.
just did Jennifer Daisy because I didn't want to make it by 'whatever Bear' and then go in and change it. have at it.
just did Jennifer Daisy because I didn't want to make it by 'whatever Bear' and then go in and change it. have at it.
Thursday, May 6, 2010
still have not made Facebook.
because I'm talking to one of my friends - Rachel B - on Facebook and I haven't had teh time yet. if i don't get to tonight, I will tomorrow. Because I'm nice like that.
"... and every step that leads me away just circles back to your door, wishin' I didn't love you anymore ...'
"... and every step that leads me away just circles back to your door, wishin' I didn't love you anymore ...'
i wish i could play guitar.
i'm in flipping study hall right now listening to a Christmas CD on my iPod because it's a Sugarland CD.
i'm wondering if we're gonna have Choir in the gym lobby, since the power's off.
has anybody caught my fault with this blog yet? because i think it's ckinda-sorta obvious. have at it.
i'm wondering if we're gonna have Choir in the gym lobby, since the power's off.
has anybody caught my fault with this blog yet? because i think it's ckinda-sorta obvious. have at it.
i'm gettin' nothin' for chiristmas, 'cause I can't be nothin' but bad.
since the lights are out we're all in the Band room and being louder than ususal beause there are a lot fo friends that are cross-class. i'm sitting with all guys - Tyler, Evan, Patrick, and Kevin. It's kind of nice, actually, being friends with guys because guys cause less drama. i don't cause drama - i'm not one of those girls - i just cause a lot of trouble with my exes and their new girlfriends. even the ones in connecticut. especially the ones in connecticut. i keep telling them over facebook tat i miss a week of school every once in a while to fly up to connecticut as an U.M. and fuck them every night because i don't have any morals. my exes know me too well, and they go along with it. that's what i'm doing next year with Jack. it's gonna be fun. so i guess i just contradicted myself. but i don't think of it as drama. I think of it as screwing with my exes' girlfriends' heads over Facebook. it's fun.
i'm gonna make a new Facebook with this name so that if anyone's reading this, they can go friend me if they've got one. i'm not gonna set my relationship status, though, because i don't want to. so if anyone who's reading this wants to go friend me on Facebook after I make it and be in a relationship with me or whatever, that'd be just fine. I'm gonna do that when I get home, though. it's easier than making Facebooks at school. i've been through that before.
i'm gonna make a new Facebook with this name so that if anyone's reading this, they can go friend me if they've got one. i'm not gonna set my relationship status, though, because i don't want to. so if anyone who's reading this wants to go friend me on Facebook after I make it and be in a relationship with me or whatever, that'd be just fine. I'm gonna do that when I get home, though. it's easier than making Facebooks at school. i've been through that before.
all i got is this little wood guitar.
so I'm reading Twelfth Night on SparkNotes.
and listening to music with Kasey and Tyler. Luc's with one of his friends in this class actually doing work.
and writing this story that I'm basing off of 'Little Wood Guitar.' Well, not so much basing as writing a songfic to it and tweaking the lyrics a little bit to fit the situation that they're in. i get to work on it next period too.
and Tyler's playing Pokemon. well, was.
i'm bored.
i get to ride the bus home. because i've been staying after all week. well, i didn't monday, but tuesdays and fridays are ensemble, and yesterday i stayed over for archery because i'm on the team and luc isn't because he doesn't want to be, even though he stayed.
i wanna go home because the power went out. well, early, anyways. tyler agrees with me. well, i agree with him because he was the one who said it first. but i'm gonna post this blog now.
12:27 PM. Jennifer Daisy Bear signing out.
and listening to music with Kasey and Tyler. Luc's with one of his friends in this class actually doing work.
and writing this story that I'm basing off of 'Little Wood Guitar.' Well, not so much basing as writing a songfic to it and tweaking the lyrics a little bit to fit the situation that they're in. i get to work on it next period too.
and Tyler's playing Pokemon. well, was.
i'm bored.
i get to ride the bus home. because i've been staying after all week. well, i didn't monday, but tuesdays and fridays are ensemble, and yesterday i stayed over for archery because i'm on the team and luc isn't because he doesn't want to be, even though he stayed.
i wanna go home because the power went out. well, early, anyways. tyler agrees with me. well, i agree with him because he was the one who said it first. but i'm gonna post this blog now.
12:27 PM. Jennifer Daisy Bear signing out.
land of discovery.
seems like, wherever I go,
I end up finding new things to know.
The more i look, the more there is to see
in this land of discover.
we're in a land of discovery
land of discovery
this is a land of discover
land of discovery
reach out your hand and start discovering.
land of discovery.
this is a land of discovery.
land of discovery
hey lana lana
hey lana lana
lana lana way oh
what makes the trees and the flowers grow?
how come a tree sloth moves so slow?
good question!
The closer you look, the more you see.
in this land of discovery.
we're in a land of discovery
land of discovery
this is a land of discover
land of discovery
reach out your hand and start discovering.
land of discovery.
this is a land of discovery.
land of discovery
hey lana lana
hey lana lana
lana lana way oh
Don't stop.
always keep looking closer.
there are always new things to discover
if you keep an open mind.
I end up finding new things to know.
The more i look, the more there is to see
in this land of discover.
we're in a land of discovery
land of discovery
this is a land of discover
land of discovery
reach out your hand and start discovering.
land of discovery.
this is a land of discovery.
land of discovery
hey lana lana
hey lana lana
lana lana way oh
what makes the trees and the flowers grow?
how come a tree sloth moves so slow?
good question!
The closer you look, the more you see.
in this land of discovery.
we're in a land of discovery
land of discovery
this is a land of discover
land of discovery
reach out your hand and start discovering.
land of discovery.
this is a land of discovery.
land of discovery
hey lana lana
hey lana lana
lana lana way oh
Don't stop.
always keep looking closer.
there are always new things to discover
if you keep an open mind.
they call you Lady Luck, but there is room for doubt. at times you have some very unlaldylike ways of runnin' out.
you're on this date with me ...
thank GOD I don't know all the words to that song.
so I haven't blogged since Sunday, and I'm REALLY sorry. A friend of mine had logged out and logged into her iGoogle, so I couldn't blog. I got her to post the lyrics to a song, because we both know it word for word. but the site on PBSKids is "retired." Fucking idiots at PBS Kids. I love them dearly, but it's fucking idiotic that they retire the site of a show that only aired for one season. I'm gonna go copy the lyrics and post them here because I don't feel like typing out the lyrics. Or I could just type them out. But I'm probably just gonna copy them.
the bold lines in the chorus are Snook's lines, because the site didn't have what he was singing at one little bit.
Fucking idiots.
thank GOD I don't know all the words to that song.
so I haven't blogged since Sunday, and I'm REALLY sorry. A friend of mine had logged out and logged into her iGoogle, so I couldn't blog. I got her to post the lyrics to a song, because we both know it word for word. but the site on PBSKids is "retired." Fucking idiots at PBS Kids. I love them dearly, but it's fucking idiotic that they retire the site of a show that only aired for one season. I'm gonna go copy the lyrics and post them here because I don't feel like typing out the lyrics. Or I could just type them out. But I'm probably just gonna copy them.
the bold lines in the chorus are Snook's lines, because the site didn't have what he was singing at one little bit.
Fucking idiots.
Sunday, May 2, 2010
Yeah, thanks. "I just wanted to leave hi this note is all."
Dear Ethan,
It was good talking to you yesterday.
Listen, I'm sorry that they were being so immature in Ivory Rose and I wasn't saying anything. I'm on IMVU again, and if you wanna talk, pease send me a chat invite. Can you? If not, I completely understand. Otherwise, I guess I'll get a chat from you.
Love,
Lilly
It was good talking to you yesterday.
Listen, I'm sorry that they were being so immature in Ivory Rose and I wasn't saying anything. I'm on IMVU again, and if you wanna talk, pease send me a chat invite. Can you? If not, I completely understand. Otherwise, I guess I'll get a chat from you.
Love,
Lilly
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