Monday, October 25, 2010
Tuesday, October 19, 2010
Thursday, October 14, 2010
Thursday, September 30, 2010
when you actually care
when you actually care about what everyone else thinks and feels, get back to me. i'm tired of your "it's wrong" bullcrap about my dating my brother. leave it alone and we'll all be perfectly fine.
Thursday, September 2, 2010
Cave Spring
so my mom ordered me a new case for my school laptop and it's Cave Spring colors (red and black) because it's the only choice they ha, so I had to deal with it. it's nice, though.
Thursday, August 26, 2010
and I take a breath and count to ten.
so i'm graduating this year. it's gonna be great. i'll get out of this place. it's overcrowded, and it's getting somewhat annoying getting to and from classes. I'll be glad to get out of here. So I'll be glad to leave.
Tuesday, August 24, 2010
I got Jennifer back! I got Jennifer back!
so we started school yesterday and I got my laptop back and I'm really happy.
and my brother and I started dating over the summer. go back in the files and check ze Facebooks.
and my brother and I started dating over the summer. go back in the files and check ze Facebooks.
Wednesday, June 16, 2010
WE'VE GOT POWER BACK!!!!!!! YAHOOTIE!!!!!
So, we've got power back now, and I told you yesterday that I would post as soon as we had internet and cable bac, and we do! I'm not gonna get on the computer much, because I checked out four (count 'em FOUR) books from the library yesterday and one of them's a 'Hot Picks' book so I've only got until the 22nd to read it and turn it in, so I've got to read today. and I'm going to Lee Hi lanes with one of my girlfriends today at four, so it's gonna be fun.
go friend me on Facebook! I want new friends!!! Please?
http://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=100001094433549
Yay!!!!
<3
So, we've got power back now, and I told you yesterday that I would post as soon as we had internet and cable bac, and we do! I'm not gonna get on the computer much, because I checked out four (count 'em FOUR) books from the library yesterday and one of them's a 'Hot Picks' book so I've only got until the 22nd to read it and turn it in, so I've got to read today. and I'm going to Lee Hi lanes with one of my girlfriends today at four, so it's gonna be fun.
go friend me on Facebook! I want new friends!!! Please?
http://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=100001094433549
Yay!!!!
<3
Tuesday, June 15, 2010
post from the library
We lost our internet and cable yesterday, so I've gotta post from the library till we get it back tomorrow morning when the Cox guys come and fix it.
I'm talking to Tyler on Facebook. He and his girlfriend broke up, and I was really sorry to hear that. Iit was nice to talk to him, though, because I haven't seen him for AGES, and he's moved to West Virginia since then. Momma said we might go visit him some day this summer. And we might go visit family back in Albany, and NYC. I miss them.
Well, I'm gonna go, even though I've got about thirteen or fourteen minutes left on my account. Nice updating you. I'll blog as soon as I get on the computer tomorrow, I PROMISE. Love you!
Tyler = best friend from Albany.
I'm talking to Tyler on Facebook. He and his girlfriend broke up, and I was really sorry to hear that. Iit was nice to talk to him, though, because I haven't seen him for AGES, and he's moved to West Virginia since then. Momma said we might go visit him some day this summer. And we might go visit family back in Albany, and NYC. I miss them.
Well, I'm gonna go, even though I've got about thirteen or fourteen minutes left on my account. Nice updating you. I'll blog as soon as I get on the computer tomorrow, I PROMISE. Love you!
Tyler = best friend from Albany.
Wednesday, June 9, 2010
Last Post. For a While, Anyways.
This is probably gonna be my last post for a while. I'm in my last exam of tenth grade - Geometry - and I have to turn my laptop in after this for obvious reasons. I'm listening to the Dirty Hippie video on the website as I type for one last shebang. Michael just said something that Jenn laughed at, but I don't know what he said. I'm gonna go play Apples to Apples with Jeremy and Taylor now. Bye! Love you all!
Monday, June 7, 2010
OMG!!!
look at how much I posted last month as compared to April. I have no life and I don't care about my school work, do I? Because I was posting to this blog all the time.
Torchwood wallpaper 2 1024x768
Torchwood background.
would set it on my school computer but it would only show when I locked the computer. so I won't.
would set it on my school computer but it would only show when I locked the computer. so I won't.
Torchwood Team
what was episode eight?
i think it's season two, but I don't remember what it is.
Or maybe I think season one. I don't remember.
i think it's season two, but I don't remember what it is.
Or maybe I think season one. I don't remember.
drove to school
because I can. Luca came with me because he didn't want to catch the bus this morning. So Friday was my last day riding the bus. Probably ever.
I think I started. I was supposed to start yesterday because it's been four weekends since last time, but I didn't and now I'm thinking I'm gonna start next weekend. That's what I'm hoping, because I don't want to ruin anything. so I guess I'm just praying I won't start, and if I do, I won't start at school in the next three days.
I hate having to wake up early for one exam the next two days. I'm going back to sleep when I get home tomorrow and Wednesday. Luc can do what he wants, but I'm going back to sleep.
I think I started. I was supposed to start yesterday because it's been four weekends since last time, but I didn't and now I'm thinking I'm gonna start next weekend. That's what I'm hoping, because I don't want to ruin anything. so I guess I'm just praying I won't start, and if I do, I won't start at school in the next three days.
I hate having to wake up early for one exam the next two days. I'm going back to sleep when I get home tomorrow and Wednesday. Luc can do what he wants, but I'm going back to sleep.
Wednesday, June 2, 2010
i love the lilbrary.
so I'm the only one in my Biology class who's opted out of doing the pig disection, and I'm supposed to be filling out the worksheet that I got to go with it, but the website isn't working so I can't do it and I don't wanna go back to class because I hate the smell. So I'm sitting in the librabry wasting time so I don't have to go back. I should work on my history project because I'm presenting today.
Tuesday, June 1, 2010
http://lizziemarie93.blogspot.com
Girlfriend's got two blogs going over there - one where she rambles and another one where she tells her life story and what happens. Have at it.
Friday, May 28, 2010
I'm hungry.
I guess that's what comes with having first lunch. I'm so hungry. That's not my fault! My mom just packed me a Lunchable, an apple, and a pudding! and a water, but that doesn't count!
So I went driving again last night. Luca went driving two days ago, and I went driving the day before that. He's pretty good, but I'm better when it's just the two of us. Because I'm more careful. And I can sing out listening to my Sugarland CD. I need to burn the other two. And the rest of my music on my computer.
My iTunes didn't sync the 'American Dreams' CD onto my iPod on Wednesday, because I had My Boyfriend's Back stuck in my head this morning, butI couldn't find it and I realized that it's not on there. I'm gonna go sync it on there today if I can remember when I get home and I take a nap at four. It's gonna be FUN because I get to listen to it FINALLY.
Mock graduation today. Woo.
I was late to History with Perdue yesterday because we were watching Stardust in Choir in the downtime we've had now that the concert's over and done with and Demarkus and I wanted to see the end of it. I feel like I've seen the beginning of the movie before and never finished watching it. But I get those feelings sometimes. Like with 'How to lose a guy in 10 days' in health last week or whenever it was that we watched it. I've seen the end of it on TV before.
My project's due next week. Due as in I present next week.
Soo went yesterday. She did good, even though she's just moved from South Korea within the past maybe year, year and a half. Because I don't remember her being her last year, and she's been in two of my classes all year. she's a nice girl, really.
Exams are in two weeks. Woo!
So I went driving again last night. Luca went driving two days ago, and I went driving the day before that. He's pretty good, but I'm better when it's just the two of us. Because I'm more careful. And I can sing out listening to my Sugarland CD. I need to burn the other two. And the rest of my music on my computer.
My iTunes didn't sync the 'American Dreams' CD onto my iPod on Wednesday, because I had My Boyfriend's Back stuck in my head this morning, butI couldn't find it and I realized that it's not on there. I'm gonna go sync it on there today if I can remember when I get home and I take a nap at four. It's gonna be FUN because I get to listen to it FINALLY.
Mock graduation today. Woo.
I was late to History with Perdue yesterday because we were watching Stardust in Choir in the downtime we've had now that the concert's over and done with and Demarkus and I wanted to see the end of it. I feel like I've seen the beginning of the movie before and never finished watching it. But I get those feelings sometimes. Like with 'How to lose a guy in 10 days' in health last week or whenever it was that we watched it. I've seen the end of it on TV before.
My project's due next week. Due as in I present next week.
Soo went yesterday. She did good, even though she's just moved from South Korea within the past maybe year, year and a half. Because I don't remember her being her last year, and she's been in two of my classes all year. she's a nice girl, really.
Exams are in two weeks. Woo!
Tuesday, May 25, 2010
this month ...
I apparently do NOT pay attention in any of my classes this month, do I? What with SOLs and all, now that we're done we really don't do anything. For example, in History, we're just doing presentations that we've had the whole nine weeks to do, and I'm doing Winston Churchill. I'm still not done with it. I'm gonna work on it when we get home today. I don't think we've got ensemble today, since the year's over, basically. I've gotta text Momma Bear about that when we go.
Gonna go talk to Patrick now. Bye!
Gonna go talk to Patrick now. Bye!
Monday, May 24, 2010
and now, we work.
now i get to work on my math project that was due TODAY and watch House even though it's fifteen minutes in.
<3
<3
run away!
I would like to. Me and Luc and we'd be free of the people here, but then we'd have to get jobs to support ourselves and pay for the apartment.
It's a nice thought, though.
It's a nice thought, though.
Torchwood Cast Return to the Bay
come on!
put the pregnant lady in the middle! Then it would be balanced.
stupid!
put the pregnant lady in the middle! Then it would be balanced.
stupid!
i wanna be your everything.
so this is my forth post today, and I apologize, but I have nothing to do in English.
one of the guys in my History teacher's second period is dressed up as Bozo the Clown for the project we had to do. I posted a picture to Facebook, but not the account that I have for this blog. sowwy. maybe I'll put it up on this one.
gotta go.
bye!
one of the guys in my History teacher's second period is dressed up as Bozo the Clown for the project we had to do. I posted a picture to Facebook, but not the account that I have for this blog. sowwy. maybe I'll put it up on this one.
gotta go.
bye!
I'm sorry.
I'm sorry.
I apologize for the last two posts. They were both me, but I apologize. The first was about my uncle Mike. The second was just song lyrics that relate to my situation with my brother. THis year, we're sort of like Eponine, Marius, and Cosette. Who knows what will happen between the two of them this summer? I don't like her.
I apologize for the last two posts. They were both me, but I apologize. The first was about my uncle Mike. The second was just song lyrics that relate to my situation with my brother. THis year, we're sort of like Eponine, Marius, and Cosette. Who knows what will happen between the two of them this summer? I don't like her.
he was never mine to lose.
why regret what cannot be?
these are words he'll never say,
not to me
not from he,
his heart full of love.
he will never feel this way.
these are words he'll never say,
not to me
not from he,
his heart full of love.
he will never feel this way.
Oh, my God.
I am so fucking sick of you. Every time I'm in the room with you, it makes me feel like you're thinking about me in the completely WRONG sense of the look, and I always feel like you do something to me in my sleep, and that's why I sleep with my door shut and locked, because I haven't been comfortable around you for a year and a half. Going to New York City for Christmas didn't help at all. If I didn't have to live with you, Mike, believe me, I wouldn't. You are getting on my last nerve, and if you think for a second that I have any feelings for you, you are horribly mistaken. You are old enough to be my dad, maybe even my granddad, and I don't want anything to do with you anymore. You're just like Dad - checking on me every once in a while. Now wonder you're brothers. But you are getting on my last nerve, and I want you gone. Mom and Dad will never know this (I hope) but I don't want you living in the house. If it were up to me, I'd have you kicked out of here in a heartbeat, but sicne it's their choice and not mine, so please just leave me alone. Please. I just want to live my life without you interfering. You just need to leave and let me be. You are on my last nerve, Mike, and you should leave.
Friday, May 21, 2010
gareth & james the marstersclass
"a scene from Buffy.... Gareth play Giles and james, well... he obviously play the Big Bad Spike!! <3"
Gareth - Giles
James - who else? Spike!
<3
Gareth - Giles
James - who else? Spike!
<3
james marsters & gareth david lloyd @ the marstersclass (drill hall, may 2nd 2009 London)
james marsters & gareth david lloyd @ the marstersclass (drill hall, may 2nd 2009 London)
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No wonder people ship them RPS.
james marsters & gareth david lloyd @ the marstersclass (drill hall, may 2nd 2009 London)
james marsters & gareth david lloyd @ the marstersclass (drill hall, may 2nd 2009 London)
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What is Gareth doing?
james marsters & gareth david lloyd @ the marstersclass (drill hall, may 2nd 2009 London)
james marsters & gareth david lloyd @ the marstersclass (drill hall, may 2nd 2009 London)
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*giggle*
james marsters & gareth david lloyd @ the marstersclass (drill hall, may 2nd 2009 London)
james marsters & gareth david lloyd @ the marstersclass (drill hall, may 2nd 2009 London)
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i wanna know.
i wish I could have seen this.
james marsters & gareth david lloyd @ the marstersclass (drill hall, may 2nd 2009 London)
james marsters & gareth david lloyd @ the marstersclass (drill hall, may 2nd 2009 London)
Originally uploaded by joji387
I know that part of the episode like the back of my hand. That's not what this looks like.
james marsters & gareth david lloyd @ the marstersclass (drill hall, may 2nd 2009 London)
james marsters & gareth david lloyd @ the marstersclass (drill hall, may 2nd 2009 London)
Originally uploaded by joji387
that's not what this looks like.
james marsters & gareth david lloyd @ the marstersclass (drill hall, may 2nd 2009 London)
james marsters & gareth david lloyd @ the marstersclass (drill hall, may 2nd 2009 London)
Originally uploaded by joji387
I'm gonna post more pictures.
Because you get too much of me talking and I hadn't shared a picture in, like, two weeks.
so that's what I'm gonna do, because I don't know where the paper is for the Geometry project we're workiing on that's due Monday that I haven't started yet.
woop-de-fuckin'-doo.
so that's what I'm gonna do, because I don't know where the paper is for the Geometry project we're workiing on that's due Monday that I haven't started yet.
woop-de-fuckin'-doo.
two cents for your thoughts.
so last period working on notes, I was thinking ...
you know those people who get abortions because they don't want the kid and don't want to finish the pregnancy? what did that kid ever do to them? I mean, if it's a rape kid, it's understandable that they don't want to give birth to it, but there's always adoption, because that's what I would do because I couldn't bear to get an abortion, because that kid never did anything to me besides putting me through six months of pain and ever-changing hormones, since you really can't tell if you're gonna keep the kid until three months, right?
So I thnk that if you're pregnant and you don't want the kid, you should just go through with the pregnancy and then give it up for adoption. but that's just me.
you know those people who get abortions because they don't want the kid and don't want to finish the pregnancy? what did that kid ever do to them? I mean, if it's a rape kid, it's understandable that they don't want to give birth to it, but there's always adoption, because that's what I would do because I couldn't bear to get an abortion, because that kid never did anything to me besides putting me through six months of pain and ever-changing hormones, since you really can't tell if you're gonna keep the kid until three months, right?
So I thnk that if you're pregnant and you don't want the kid, you should just go through with the pregnancy and then give it up for adoption. but that's just me.
Sassy ruins my life
So I completely forgot that I had to feed the neighbor's cat until Momma said something about it. I inwardly groaned because I don't want to go feed the cat anymore. But it gets me money.
But I have to get dressed before I do it, and one day this week I was even late for an SOL because of it.
And telling you this is hindering me from getting dressed and doing the cat thing. ttyl!
But I have to get dressed before I do it, and one day this week I was even late for an SOL because of it.
And telling you this is hindering me from getting dressed and doing the cat thing. ttyl!
Wednesday, May 19, 2010
and this is why you don't get the Drama teacher mad.
so Smiller got mad today in study hall, and the girl wouldn't listen, so she took her to the office. and now the girl's sitting in her assigned seat.
and Dakota wanted to ask Myers if he had the sheet music for a song that she wanted to play for a class that she's got, but he didn't have it and it took about five mintues to ask him because he's setting up the equpitment for next period.
I think I might start writing a Peter Pan story. Just because I can.
and Dakota wanted to ask Myers if he had the sheet music for a song that she wanted to play for a class that she's got, but he didn't have it and it took about five mintues to ask him because he's setting up the equpitment for next period.
I think I might start writing a Peter Pan story. Just because I can.
Tuesday, May 18, 2010
threw Sara Manning off
and it was really fun.
So she was going over her solo for the WICKED music - she's got the ONE guy solo in the medley - and I was singing it with her on the actual clef it was written on and she told me to go away because my singing was distracting her from singing it right. So I kinda wanted to cry but I didn't mind so I just left. Well, Luca and I left. And we've just gotta sit here and wait for Momma to get here because we got out fifteen minutes ahead of schedule, so we've gotta wait for to get here and she was at the exact oppoosite end of the road the school's off of, so we've been sitting here since God knows when.
And it's raining.
And she's here. And blowing the horn. I'm gonna go.
So she was going over her solo for the WICKED music - she's got the ONE guy solo in the medley - and I was singing it with her on the actual clef it was written on and she told me to go away because my singing was distracting her from singing it right. So I kinda wanted to cry but I didn't mind so I just left. Well, Luca and I left. And we've just gotta sit here and wait for Momma to get here because we got out fifteen minutes ahead of schedule, so we've gotta wait for to get here and she was at the exact oppoosite end of the road the school's off of, so we've been sitting here since God knows when.
And it's raining.
And she's here. And blowing the horn. I'm gonna go.
ensemble
we've got ensemble. luc's staying after because it would be pointless for him to ride home on the bus, and then have Mom come over and get me. so he's stayinig after with me. it's gonna be fun.
love ya.
love ya.
so we run. yeah, yeah, yeah. we run.
I have gotten so fed up with my parents over the last couple of weeks. My uncle Johnny's birthday was on the eighth, so we went up to visit him, and they let me drive up and back. While we were driving back they got me so fed up with driving to the point I actually wanted to cry and I said a couple of times, "Do you want me to pull over so you can drive?" and they said, "No you're fine." I don't do highways. Or high speeds. Lucas Bear doesn't have this problem with them. He does fine.
I drove by myself again on Saturday. I wanted to test a CD that I had burned earlier that day while Luc and I were watching (and singing along to) Putting It Together. And so I listened to it and was singing along to it while I was driving around to Sonic and back. It was fun. But I had forgotten my licence at the house and I didn't want to go back in and get it, so I just went driving without it and thankfully, I didn't get pulled over. It was fun.
Listening to Dirty Hippie video again because it drowns out the people talking in my study hall. And I get to stay in here next period because we've got Choir in the auditorium again. LIke we were yesterday. Concert's Thursday. Wish us luck.
"... before some lady hauls off and tries to cut our balls off."
I drove by myself again on Saturday. I wanted to test a CD that I had burned earlier that day while Luc and I were watching (and singing along to) Putting It Together. And so I listened to it and was singing along to it while I was driving around to Sonic and back. It was fun. But I had forgotten my licence at the house and I didn't want to go back in and get it, so I just went driving without it and thankfully, I didn't get pulled over. It was fun.
Listening to Dirty Hippie video again because it drowns out the people talking in my study hall. And I get to stay in here next period because we've got Choir in the auditorium again. LIke we were yesterday. Concert's Thursday. Wish us luck.
"... before some lady hauls off and tries to cut our balls off."
... and we are magnificent beasts.
Lucas Bear, I love you.
Dirty Hippie Jam Band hasn't cracked me up so much in forever. So it's been, like, two weeks since I listened to it, and it's really funny.
... before some girl goes and hauls off and tries to chop our balls off.
That was me. Not Luc. I will apologize for it if it's Luc. and since I didn't apologize - instead clarified - it's me.
Dirty Hippie Jam Band hasn't cracked me up so much in forever. So it's been, like, two weeks since I listened to it, and it's really funny.
... before some girl goes and hauls off and tries to chop our balls off.
That was me. Not Luc. I will apologize for it if it's Luc. and since I didn't apologize - instead clarified - it's me.
Friday, May 14, 2010
Ensemble at for the Retired Teachers' Association.
It was fun. And the reason for the last two posts. Because I forgot the words for my solo at one point. And I got embarrased. And I forgot my writing pencil at the hotel. And I'll remember the words at the concert next week. I hope some of them come see it, because I'm not forgetting the words this time.
The weird thing is, I knew the words perfectly in ensemble, but when I got to perform in front of all the women there, I couldn't remember them all. Luc can vouch for me. For the ensemble bit, at least. Myers wouldn't have let him come on the trip to the hotel, so he got to finish the test - still won't tell me his score - in Health last period. It was fun, though, getting out of two periods and lunch. Although I still had the lunch Momma packed me this morning. Because we both forgot that ensemble was going out to the hotel, and I didn't have any money so I couldn't buy anything from Chick-Fil-A. The manager-dude gave us all mints, though, even the four people who got food from Panera's and walked over to the mall and were sitting out in the food court seats. I'm gonna eat my mint eighth period. Coz I can. And because I didn't want to eat it yet.
People in my study hall are annoying. That's why I listen to my iPod, Telly Monster.
The weird thing is, I knew the words perfectly in ensemble, but when I got to perform in front of all the women there, I couldn't remember them all. Luc can vouch for me. For the ensemble bit, at least. Myers wouldn't have let him come on the trip to the hotel, so he got to finish the test - still won't tell me his score - in Health last period. It was fun, though, getting out of two periods and lunch. Although I still had the lunch Momma packed me this morning. Because we both forgot that ensemble was going out to the hotel, and I didn't have any money so I couldn't buy anything from Chick-Fil-A. The manager-dude gave us all mints, though, even the four people who got food from Panera's and walked over to the mall and were sitting out in the food court seats. I'm gonna eat my mint eighth period. Coz I can. And because I didn't want to eat it yet.
People in my study hall are annoying. That's why I listen to my iPod, Telly Monster.
what made you think he'd believe all your lies?
he went away and you hung around, and bothered me every night, and when I wouldn't go out with you, you said things that weren't very nice.
my boyfriend's back, and you're gonna be in trouble.
when you see him comin' better cut out on the double.
you've been spreadin' lies that I was untrue,
so look out now, coz he's comin' after you.
and he knows that you've been tryin'
and he knows that you've been lyin.
he's been gone for such a long time,
but now he's back and things'll be fine.
you're gonna be sorry you were ever born
coz he's kinda big and he's awful strong.
and he knows about your cheatin'.
now you're gonna get a beatin'
what made you think he'd believe all your lies?
ah-ooo.
ah-ooo.
you're a big man now, but he'll cut you down to size.
ah-oo.
wait and see!
my boyfriend's back. he's gonna save my reputation.
if i were you, i'd take a permanent vacation.
wait and see!
my boyfriend's back, and you're gonna be in trouble.
when you see him comin' better cut out on the double.
you've been spreadin' lies that I was untrue,
so look out now, coz he's comin' after you.
and he knows that you've been tryin'
and he knows that you've been lyin.
he's been gone for such a long time,
but now he's back and things'll be fine.
you're gonna be sorry you were ever born
coz he's kinda big and he's awful strong.
and he knows about your cheatin'.
now you're gonna get a beatin'
what made you think he'd believe all your lies?
ah-ooo.
ah-ooo.
you're a big man now, but he'll cut you down to size.
ah-oo.
wait and see!
my boyfriend's back. he's gonna save my reputation.
if i were you, i'd take a permanent vacation.
wait and see!
just got back
ensemble sang for the Retired Teachers Association and we just got back, and I've gotta take a test. woop-de-fuckin'-do.
Thursday, May 13, 2010
Facebook still isn't working.
And I'm mad. Because I want to check my Facebook. And I can't because it isn't working.
So I'm reading stuff instead. Like I finished reading 'Ianto Jones: Jack's Favorite Pet?' this period after reading it last period too. End of chapter eight broke my heart. I thought Yan was gonna die, I honestly was. Why does Yanto have to be the one who always gets put in those types of situation. Because he can die, probably.
So I'm reading stuff instead. Like I finished reading 'Ianto Jones: Jack's Favorite Pet?' this period after reading it last period too. End of chapter eight broke my heart. I thought Yan was gonna die, I honestly was. Why does Yanto have to be the one who always gets put in those types of situation. Because he can die, probably.
Wednesday, May 12, 2010
we jam, jam coz we want to!
so i'm in love with this show. i can't get enough of it.
but for now I'm working on a couple stories that i'm gonna post online eventually.
but for now I'm working on a couple stories that i'm gonna post online eventually.
this place always looked a litte better in white.
Who can you trust?
Who can you trust to transport your cars
Harwood's!
You won't be sorry with a Harwood's lorry.
So the guy in the Sugarland duet - Kristian Bush - has a good voice. He doesn't look like I think he would, just a little skinnier. I know he's married, but I think that he and Jennifer Nettles have something. Maybe coz they've worked together for so long. I have all but one of their CDs - 3 out of four. So there's still Enjoy the Ride, which I wanna get and I think they have at Wal-Mart.
I miss New York City. Luc won't tell you, but he does too. Our friends and we send post cards back and forth to each other with big events. Like Prom. And Homecoming. And Christmas. And New Year's. And Spring break. And summmer vacation.
Tyler's asleep in his seat across the auditorium using his bookbag and his arm as a pillow. God, I love him. He's so random. I love it.
"I'm gettin' nothing for Christmas. Mommy and Daddy are mad. I'm gettin' nothin for Christmas, coz I can't be nothin' but bad."
"Next year, I'll be going straight. Next year, I'll be good just you wait. I'd start now, but it's too late."
I'm gonna be singing that the week before Christmas. And send a postcard with the lyrics on it. Coz they'll get mad at me for wasting a postcard on a Christmas song.
Daisy Bear out, bitches.
Who can you trust to transport your cars
Harwood's!
You won't be sorry with a Harwood's lorry.
So the guy in the Sugarland duet - Kristian Bush - has a good voice. He doesn't look like I think he would, just a little skinnier. I know he's married, but I think that he and Jennifer Nettles have something. Maybe coz they've worked together for so long. I have all but one of their CDs - 3 out of four. So there's still Enjoy the Ride, which I wanna get and I think they have at Wal-Mart.
I miss New York City. Luc won't tell you, but he does too. Our friends and we send post cards back and forth to each other with big events. Like Prom. And Homecoming. And Christmas. And New Year's. And Spring break. And summmer vacation.
Tyler's asleep in his seat across the auditorium using his bookbag and his arm as a pillow. God, I love him. He's so random. I love it.
"I'm gettin' nothing for Christmas. Mommy and Daddy are mad. I'm gettin' nothin for Christmas, coz I can't be nothin' but bad."
"Next year, I'll be going straight. Next year, I'll be good just you wait. I'd start now, but it's too late."
I'm gonna be singing that the week before Christmas. And send a postcard with the lyrics on it. Coz they'll get mad at me for wasting a postcard on a Christmas song.
Daisy Bear out, bitches.
tell 'em I'm comin' home.
so no one at the house reads this except for me, and I'm sure no one even reads this anyways. so I just talk about whatever.
You know what else I hate about being on my period? The fact that the pad I've got in right now doesn't have any wings, and we're not gonna be home for another three hours because my sister's coming to the school to pick us up to get ice cream, so we're missing eighth period, and the pad I had in before I changed it had bled over already and this is a new pair of undies, but it's not that big of a deal - I've screwed underwear up worse than this. I'll just put in the winged ones Momma bought when we get home and stop worrying about it.
I'm listening to the Sugarland Christmas CD they released last year (2009) because I was listening to it earier today and I didn't want to change the CD. So Rachel's coming into Choir next period to sing with us, even though we're probably just gonna be going over cabaret stuff while she's here. I wish Luc would sing something with me. He's a good singer. But he doesn't want to.
sister = family friend Rachel, who I was talking to before I made my Daisy Bear account.
You know what else I hate about being on my period? The fact that the pad I've got in right now doesn't have any wings, and we're not gonna be home for another three hours because my sister's coming to the school to pick us up to get ice cream, so we're missing eighth period, and the pad I had in before I changed it had bled over already and this is a new pair of undies, but it's not that big of a deal - I've screwed underwear up worse than this. I'll just put in the winged ones Momma bought when we get home and stop worrying about it.
I'm listening to the Sugarland Christmas CD they released last year (2009) because I was listening to it earier today and I didn't want to change the CD. So Rachel's coming into Choir next period to sing with us, even though we're probably just gonna be going over cabaret stuff while she's here. I wish Luc would sing something with me. He's a good singer. But he doesn't want to.
sister = family friend Rachel, who I was talking to before I made my Daisy Bear account.
"Hey, Amy, is Facebook broken for you too?"
"Alright, Jessica Fletcher, what do you propose we do?"
Sorry. Reading Torchwood fic in Health. I'm bored and don't want to complete the worksheet.
I hate Health.
And I hate being on my period. I don't think it was this painful last month. When I started on Sunday, I came up with the idea that on some parallel universe I was pregnant and I'm giving birth to the kid now. And on that parallel plane, we're five years older than we are her.
I DON'T WANT KIDS AT TWENTY-ONE!!!!!
Sorry. Reading Torchwood fic in Health. I'm bored and don't want to complete the worksheet.
I hate Health.
And I hate being on my period. I don't think it was this painful last month. When I started on Sunday, I came up with the idea that on some parallel universe I was pregnant and I'm giving birth to the kid now. And on that parallel plane, we're five years older than we are her.
I DON'T WANT KIDS AT TWENTY-ONE!!!!!
Tuesday, May 11, 2010
John Lucas Bear's Facebook Account.
http://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=100001086584003 if you're interested.
Go friend him. I'm friends with him.
Lucas Bear, I love you!
<3
Go friend him. I'm friends with him.
Lucas Bear, I love you!
<3
not the mamma!
Momma's not here yet.
coz she left work at five after and thought it was quarter till, so we're still sitting here.
hi luc.
Luc made a Facebook today. Well, I made it for him.
Do you know how hard it is to make Facebooks during school? I've done it before, and believe you me, it's not easy.
coz she left work at five after and thought it was quarter till, so we're still sitting here.
hi luc.
Luc made a Facebook today. Well, I made it for him.
Do you know how hard it is to make Facebooks during school? I've done it before, and believe you me, it's not easy.
Brent DiRoma.
I'm on Facebook. And Evan's sittng next to me. And Luc is too.
And I'm wearing my Animal hat that I bought on Saturday with my Wal-Mart gift card. Because it's not during school hours anymore and I can get away with it. Woman in the office commented on it.
And I'm doing stuff on Facebook. And Evan's being random.
And I'm wearing my Animal hat that I bought on Saturday with my Wal-Mart gift card. Because it's not during school hours anymore and I can get away with it. Woman in the office commented on it.
And I'm doing stuff on Facebook. And Evan's being random.
Monday, May 10, 2010
live alone and like it
free as the birds in the trees
high above the briars.
live alone and like it
doin' whatever you please
when your heart desires.
free to hang around or
fly at any old time.
No equivocation.
Most of all, no guarantees.
That can be your motto
Free of obligation
Only the murmurin' breeze
as an obbligato.
live alone and like it.
Why is that such a crime?
Free to call the tune.
free to say if you're gonna work or play.
you can have the moon,
but you don't have to have night and day.
anyway,
on your own with only you to concern yourself
doesn't mean you're lonely, just that you're free.
live alone and like it.
don't come down from that tree.
that's the answer for me.
that's the answer for me...
that's the answer for me?
high above the briars.
live alone and like it
doin' whatever you please
when your heart desires.
free to hang around or
fly at any old time.
No equivocation.
Most of all, no guarantees.
That can be your motto
Free of obligation
Only the murmurin' breeze
as an obbligato.
live alone and like it.
Why is that such a crime?
Free to call the tune.
free to say if you're gonna work or play.
you can have the moon,
but you don't have to have night and day.
anyway,
on your own with only you to concern yourself
doesn't mean you're lonely, just that you're free.
live alone and like it.
don't come down from that tree.
that's the answer for me.
that's the answer for me...
that's the answer for me?
fire in his touch burnin' me up, but still I held on ...
coz I was already gone.
oh, dear lord, i love Tyler. but he's already got a boyfriend, so screw that. because we had to do a worksheet in health and one side was where you had to draw a modern day Cinderella/Prince Charming, and he was like 'I don't like **** all that well, and I think it's stupid how you think everyone is heterosexual.'
I <3 Tyler. As a friend, because of his boyfriend.
http://happyjackal.blogspot.com
oh, dear lord, i love Tyler. but he's already got a boyfriend, so screw that. because we had to do a worksheet in health and one side was where you had to draw a modern day Cinderella/Prince Charming, and he was like 'I don't like **** all that well, and I think it's stupid how you think everyone is heterosexual.'
I <3 Tyler. As a friend, because of his boyfriend.
http://happyjackal.blogspot.com
Torchwood
okay, so I wish I could have been there. I would DIE if I had his autograph.
Is it obvious I have a fan?
Is it obvious I have a fan?
Friday, May 7, 2010
Finally made Facebook.
http://www.facebook.com/home.php?#!/profile.php?id=100001094433549 if you're interested.
just did Jennifer Daisy because I didn't want to make it by 'whatever Bear' and then go in and change it. have at it.
just did Jennifer Daisy because I didn't want to make it by 'whatever Bear' and then go in and change it. have at it.
Thursday, May 6, 2010
still have not made Facebook.
because I'm talking to one of my friends - Rachel B - on Facebook and I haven't had teh time yet. if i don't get to tonight, I will tomorrow. Because I'm nice like that.
"... and every step that leads me away just circles back to your door, wishin' I didn't love you anymore ...'
"... and every step that leads me away just circles back to your door, wishin' I didn't love you anymore ...'
i wish i could play guitar.
i'm in flipping study hall right now listening to a Christmas CD on my iPod because it's a Sugarland CD.
i'm wondering if we're gonna have Choir in the gym lobby, since the power's off.
has anybody caught my fault with this blog yet? because i think it's ckinda-sorta obvious. have at it.
i'm wondering if we're gonna have Choir in the gym lobby, since the power's off.
has anybody caught my fault with this blog yet? because i think it's ckinda-sorta obvious. have at it.
i'm gettin' nothin' for chiristmas, 'cause I can't be nothin' but bad.
since the lights are out we're all in the Band room and being louder than ususal beause there are a lot fo friends that are cross-class. i'm sitting with all guys - Tyler, Evan, Patrick, and Kevin. It's kind of nice, actually, being friends with guys because guys cause less drama. i don't cause drama - i'm not one of those girls - i just cause a lot of trouble with my exes and their new girlfriends. even the ones in connecticut. especially the ones in connecticut. i keep telling them over facebook tat i miss a week of school every once in a while to fly up to connecticut as an U.M. and fuck them every night because i don't have any morals. my exes know me too well, and they go along with it. that's what i'm doing next year with Jack. it's gonna be fun. so i guess i just contradicted myself. but i don't think of it as drama. I think of it as screwing with my exes' girlfriends' heads over Facebook. it's fun.
i'm gonna make a new Facebook with this name so that if anyone's reading this, they can go friend me if they've got one. i'm not gonna set my relationship status, though, because i don't want to. so if anyone who's reading this wants to go friend me on Facebook after I make it and be in a relationship with me or whatever, that'd be just fine. I'm gonna do that when I get home, though. it's easier than making Facebooks at school. i've been through that before.
i'm gonna make a new Facebook with this name so that if anyone's reading this, they can go friend me if they've got one. i'm not gonna set my relationship status, though, because i don't want to. so if anyone who's reading this wants to go friend me on Facebook after I make it and be in a relationship with me or whatever, that'd be just fine. I'm gonna do that when I get home, though. it's easier than making Facebooks at school. i've been through that before.
all i got is this little wood guitar.
so I'm reading Twelfth Night on SparkNotes.
and listening to music with Kasey and Tyler. Luc's with one of his friends in this class actually doing work.
and writing this story that I'm basing off of 'Little Wood Guitar.' Well, not so much basing as writing a songfic to it and tweaking the lyrics a little bit to fit the situation that they're in. i get to work on it next period too.
and Tyler's playing Pokemon. well, was.
i'm bored.
i get to ride the bus home. because i've been staying after all week. well, i didn't monday, but tuesdays and fridays are ensemble, and yesterday i stayed over for archery because i'm on the team and luc isn't because he doesn't want to be, even though he stayed.
i wanna go home because the power went out. well, early, anyways. tyler agrees with me. well, i agree with him because he was the one who said it first. but i'm gonna post this blog now.
12:27 PM. Jennifer Daisy Bear signing out.
and listening to music with Kasey and Tyler. Luc's with one of his friends in this class actually doing work.
and writing this story that I'm basing off of 'Little Wood Guitar.' Well, not so much basing as writing a songfic to it and tweaking the lyrics a little bit to fit the situation that they're in. i get to work on it next period too.
and Tyler's playing Pokemon. well, was.
i'm bored.
i get to ride the bus home. because i've been staying after all week. well, i didn't monday, but tuesdays and fridays are ensemble, and yesterday i stayed over for archery because i'm on the team and luc isn't because he doesn't want to be, even though he stayed.
i wanna go home because the power went out. well, early, anyways. tyler agrees with me. well, i agree with him because he was the one who said it first. but i'm gonna post this blog now.
12:27 PM. Jennifer Daisy Bear signing out.
land of discovery.
seems like, wherever I go,
I end up finding new things to know.
The more i look, the more there is to see
in this land of discover.
we're in a land of discovery
land of discovery
this is a land of discover
land of discovery
reach out your hand and start discovering.
land of discovery.
this is a land of discovery.
land of discovery
hey lana lana
hey lana lana
lana lana way oh
what makes the trees and the flowers grow?
how come a tree sloth moves so slow?
good question!
The closer you look, the more you see.
in this land of discovery.
we're in a land of discovery
land of discovery
this is a land of discover
land of discovery
reach out your hand and start discovering.
land of discovery.
this is a land of discovery.
land of discovery
hey lana lana
hey lana lana
lana lana way oh
Don't stop.
always keep looking closer.
there are always new things to discover
if you keep an open mind.
I end up finding new things to know.
The more i look, the more there is to see
in this land of discover.
we're in a land of discovery
land of discovery
this is a land of discover
land of discovery
reach out your hand and start discovering.
land of discovery.
this is a land of discovery.
land of discovery
hey lana lana
hey lana lana
lana lana way oh
what makes the trees and the flowers grow?
how come a tree sloth moves so slow?
good question!
The closer you look, the more you see.
in this land of discovery.
we're in a land of discovery
land of discovery
this is a land of discover
land of discovery
reach out your hand and start discovering.
land of discovery.
this is a land of discovery.
land of discovery
hey lana lana
hey lana lana
lana lana way oh
Don't stop.
always keep looking closer.
there are always new things to discover
if you keep an open mind.
they call you Lady Luck, but there is room for doubt. at times you have some very unlaldylike ways of runnin' out.
you're on this date with me ...
thank GOD I don't know all the words to that song.
so I haven't blogged since Sunday, and I'm REALLY sorry. A friend of mine had logged out and logged into her iGoogle, so I couldn't blog. I got her to post the lyrics to a song, because we both know it word for word. but the site on PBSKids is "retired." Fucking idiots at PBS Kids. I love them dearly, but it's fucking idiotic that they retire the site of a show that only aired for one season. I'm gonna go copy the lyrics and post them here because I don't feel like typing out the lyrics. Or I could just type them out. But I'm probably just gonna copy them.
the bold lines in the chorus are Snook's lines, because the site didn't have what he was singing at one little bit.
Fucking idiots.
thank GOD I don't know all the words to that song.
so I haven't blogged since Sunday, and I'm REALLY sorry. A friend of mine had logged out and logged into her iGoogle, so I couldn't blog. I got her to post the lyrics to a song, because we both know it word for word. but the site on PBSKids is "retired." Fucking idiots at PBS Kids. I love them dearly, but it's fucking idiotic that they retire the site of a show that only aired for one season. I'm gonna go copy the lyrics and post them here because I don't feel like typing out the lyrics. Or I could just type them out. But I'm probably just gonna copy them.
the bold lines in the chorus are Snook's lines, because the site didn't have what he was singing at one little bit.
Fucking idiots.
Sunday, May 2, 2010
Yeah, thanks. "I just wanted to leave hi this note is all."
Dear Ethan,
It was good talking to you yesterday.
Listen, I'm sorry that they were being so immature in Ivory Rose and I wasn't saying anything. I'm on IMVU again, and if you wanna talk, pease send me a chat invite. Can you? If not, I completely understand. Otherwise, I guess I'll get a chat from you.
Love,
Lilly
It was good talking to you yesterday.
Listen, I'm sorry that they were being so immature in Ivory Rose and I wasn't saying anything. I'm on IMVU again, and if you wanna talk, pease send me a chat invite. Can you? If not, I completely understand. Otherwise, I guess I'll get a chat from you.
Love,
Lilly
Friday, April 30, 2010
Wil's plaing piano. "Where's your sticker, you fucking racist?"
Yes. Wil. He spells it with one L.
He's playing paino. And he's kind of good. It's actually fun listening to him.
So it's Wear Black Against Racism Day. I'm not wearing black, because the one shirt that I have that actually fits I didn't want to wear. I've got two 'Racism hurts everyone' stickers - one from third period Math, and one from lunch. I did have one sticker on each leg, but the one was wearing off on my right leg, so I had to put that one on my left leg under that sticker. They're both going on my personal laptop when I go.
He's playing paino. And he's kind of good. It's actually fun listening to him.
So it's Wear Black Against Racism Day. I'm not wearing black, because the one shirt that I have that actually fits I didn't want to wear. I've got two 'Racism hurts everyone' stickers - one from third period Math, and one from lunch. I did have one sticker on each leg, but the one was wearing off on my right leg, so I had to put that one on my left leg under that sticker. They're both going on my personal laptop when I go.
Thursday, April 29, 2010
Broadway on Thin Ice
Oh, my God. Shoot me. We watched the Kevin Jones Broadway on Thin Ice DVD in Choir today (like I said earlier) and there were three Avenue Q songs. The only good part was Patrick Lynch as Brian. Everyone else just didn't cut it. And they were all humans! So there were two different people as Princeton/Rod not one. One's the best part! And two puppeteers for Nicky is too! He didn't go up on the end of his 'no, it sucks to be me!' and it made me mad. I thought of gtting my iPod and listening to the show on my iPod, but I didn't. I wanted to hear it. The original cast is better.
Gary Coleman was NOT written to be sung by a guy.
Gary Coleman was NOT written to be sung by a guy.
http://www.dirtyhippiemusical.com
Kay, so you know the photo I posted yesterday? The 'hold it right there' one?
I wanna know what happened in that scene, but my mom won't take me to see it because of whatevr shit she's coming up with and expecting me to believe. She knows how big of a fan I am of Jennifer Barnhart. The woman is adorable. And I wanna hear all of 'The Woman Inside You' because, frankly, the video on YouTube and the website don't cut it. It's not the whole thing, and so it doesn't cut it and I wanna know the song. I am freaking in love with the song. I'm sorry, Luc, but I am. Don't deny it, coz it's so plain to see, the woman inside you needs to touch the man inside me! Hey, you did the 'Unfortunate Erection' thing yesterday. I get to genderbend!
Ha! He's gone.
So I wanna go see Dirty Hippie Jam Band so freaking badly now. I know I live in New York and could have easily gone to see it last month, but I didn't know about it until maybe last week, when I blogged about it. April 19, 2010 (yes, I went to look that up. The wonders of tabbed browsing).
But I'm gonna go now. I have stuff I wanna work on. I'll write next period, because Myers is out of town and we're just gonna watch 'Broadway on Thin Ice' today. See ya!
I wanna know what happened in that scene, but my mom won't take me to see it because of whatevr shit she's coming up with and expecting me to believe. She knows how big of a fan I am of Jennifer Barnhart. The woman is adorable. And I wanna hear all of 'The Woman Inside You' because, frankly, the video on YouTube and the website don't cut it. It's not the whole thing, and so it doesn't cut it and I wanna know the song. I am freaking in love with the song. I'm sorry, Luc, but I am. Don't deny it, coz it's so plain to see, the woman inside you needs to touch the man inside me! Hey, you did the 'Unfortunate Erection' thing yesterday. I get to genderbend!
Ha! He's gone.
So I wanna go see Dirty Hippie Jam Band so freaking badly now. I know I live in New York and could have easily gone to see it last month, but I didn't know about it until maybe last week, when I blogged about it. April 19, 2010 (yes, I went to look that up. The wonders of tabbed browsing).
But I'm gonna go now. I have stuff I wanna work on. I'll write next period, because Myers is out of town and we're just gonna watch 'Broadway on Thin Ice' today. See ya!
Wednesday, April 28, 2010
i found it!
so you know that post that I typed yesterday while we were waiting for my mom to come pick us up? I found it! It was saved as a draft, apparantly, so I get to post it! I just gotta see if it's all there first. If not, well ... you'll just have to settle for the second 'the very last country song ...' post. Because I'm not gonna try to remember what I said again. It was too hectic last night when I tried.
I got to drive all by myself last night! My mom was concerned about me driving alone, but my dad said that I would be fine, so I got to drive all by myself while listening to my 'Back With a Heart' CD that Momma got me at a yard sale a couple months back. I think. But I got to drive! I only went to Sonic and turned around, so I only drove for about five minutes and it was dark because it was almost ten till ten when I left. But it was nice. And I didn't crash. Luc's going out tomorrow night to Sonic and back in my car. We're sharing the car like we're sharing the laptop computer, and we even got the car at a a car auction! We're trying to find Lucas Bear his own car before my licence plates come in so it won't have my name on it and it'll be him driving the car. We'll probably go to that car auction again and get him one.
I even try not to go over so the scroll bar didn't show up and I did it with that last sentence. What the FUDGE is wrong with this? Honestly! I've got Choir next period, and we're going through all of the songs we're singin our concert three weeks from tomorrow, so I'm probably gonna sing because I've got three solos in this concert next month - two in the actual choir and one in Ensemble. I'm tellling you, Lucas Bear, you should have joined Choir. But, oh well. Your choice. Not my fault.
I'm using Bear as our last names for a reason.
I got to drive all by myself last night! My mom was concerned about me driving alone, but my dad said that I would be fine, so I got to drive all by myself while listening to my 'Back With a Heart' CD that Momma got me at a yard sale a couple months back. I think. But I got to drive! I only went to Sonic and turned around, so I only drove for about five minutes and it was dark because it was almost ten till ten when I left. But it was nice. And I didn't crash. Luc's going out tomorrow night to Sonic and back in my car. We're sharing the car like we're sharing the laptop computer, and we even got the car at a a car auction! We're trying to find Lucas Bear his own car before my licence plates come in so it won't have my name on it and it'll be him driving the car. We'll probably go to that car auction again and get him one.
I even try not to go over so the scroll bar didn't show up and I did it with that last sentence. What the FUDGE is wrong with this? Honestly! I've got Choir next period, and we're going through all of the songs we're singin our concert three weeks from tomorrow, so I'm probably gonna sing because I've got three solos in this concert next month - two in the actual choir and one in Ensemble. I'm tellling you, Lucas Bear, you should have joined Choir. But, oh well. Your choice. Not my fault.
I'm using Bear as our last names for a reason.
factoring out to a C.
I got an eighty-four. I got a freaking eighty-four. Luc's still taking the test, so I don't know what he got, but still. I got a freaking eighty-four. If only I had finished the study guide and dropboxed it to Momma Mo before the test. But oh, well. I'm fine with an eight-four. At least I didn't fail it.
I deleted all the photos off of my computer. I'm uploading them to photobucket, which is what I was doing last night, so it was easier to just delete them when I got to school and I was synced to the school server. I've only got two pictures on my coputer, really - one of Ann Harada and Nicholas Kohn, because it's too big to fit in my trash can (recycle bin, whatever it's called), and the other one of the Bad Idea Bears because I made a new Yahoo! email address yesterday and I wanted the yellow bear (the bear that I claimed between me and my brother) as my profile picture, and I don't want to delete it. I have a folder for pictures from 'The Dirty Hippie Jam Band Project' and Rick Lyon's profile pictures, and stuff I've made in Paint, buut that's it. As for my brother, I don't know what he has on his computer (and I really don't care) but we've got a bunch of stuff saved onto our personal computer. Yes, we share a laptop at home, because my parents didn't want to buy the both of us computers because they "cost to much" but we like only having one laptop. We've saved the randomest photos onto it, and we have about thirty word documents. I'm writing this one that Luc has the decency not to read, but he's reading one of my other stories on our computer. I don't know what he thinks of it because he refuses to tell me, but my parents have read it and my parents like it, so I'm guessing that he likes it too, since he keeps encouraging me to write it more.
I have another story that I'm writing on this computer, called 'Reflection.' It's about a woman named Jennifer - the Jennifer from Avenue Q, not me. I was born in 1993, not turning twenty-two - and she's been raising her daugher as a single mom since she was born, and where I am so far, she's worried that she's pregnant with the guy she had sex with the night before, and she has a feeling that the man is also Lizzie's dad, but it's probably not gonna be, coz Lizzie's barely a dirty blond - she has her mother's hair, really - and he's got dark brown hair, so he probably isn't. I haven't decided yet whether or not Jennifer's actually gonna be pregnant, but she probably is because I'm writing the second night's dream in my head and I just have to type it into the word document after I have them go to sleep. Jennifer and Lizzie act so much alike that they've gotten called twins, and since Jennifer sees so much of herself in Lizzie, that's why I called it Reflection. I actually named it before I started typing it, so the title is why they look - and act - so similar. I'm also working some ideas that I've gotten from Lady Antebellum's song 'American Honey' into the stor because I think it kind of fits them, because they've really held off from being consumed by techonoly. They've got a desktop computer, they have cell phones, and a whole bunch of other appliances, but they barely ever use the computer because Jennifer's raised her to not be so dependant on the computer, or technology in general, if she can help it, so that's the 'American Honey' idea.
Luc's been done with the test but he won't tell me. Maybe because I haven't asked or told him what my grade was, but I know my brother. He wouldn't tell me. Luc, go away. You have stuff to do for Spanish. I'm telling you, John Lucas Bear, you should have taken Choir with me this year instead of Spanish I. There. That got him away. But he honestly should have. He's like me - failing. I took spainish one last year, failed the course. He's probably gonna be the same way, but I don't know any of his grades. Especially not Spanish I. When we were doing registration, I convinced him to take Choir with me. He's probably gonna be tenor because we've got none and he can sing higher, so he's probably gonna be singing tenor. Maybe we could sit next to each other and share folder!
It's almost 12:30 and I've been typing this since I got finished with the test, just about. It just goes to prove how much I can type in twenty minutes. I can't wait to see how much this takes up on the first page of my blog. Wouldn't be shocked if it took up half of it.
Well, I'm gonna post this entry because we're getting out in two minutes. See ya!
I deleted all the photos off of my computer. I'm uploading them to photobucket, which is what I was doing last night, so it was easier to just delete them when I got to school and I was synced to the school server. I've only got two pictures on my coputer, really - one of Ann Harada and Nicholas Kohn, because it's too big to fit in my trash can (recycle bin, whatever it's called), and the other one of the Bad Idea Bears because I made a new Yahoo! email address yesterday and I wanted the yellow bear (the bear that I claimed between me and my brother) as my profile picture, and I don't want to delete it. I have a folder for pictures from 'The Dirty Hippie Jam Band Project' and Rick Lyon's profile pictures, and stuff I've made in Paint, buut that's it. As for my brother, I don't know what he has on his computer (and I really don't care) but we've got a bunch of stuff saved onto our personal computer. Yes, we share a laptop at home, because my parents didn't want to buy the both of us computers because they "cost to much" but we like only having one laptop. We've saved the randomest photos onto it, and we have about thirty word documents. I'm writing this one that Luc has the decency not to read, but he's reading one of my other stories on our computer. I don't know what he thinks of it because he refuses to tell me, but my parents have read it and my parents like it, so I'm guessing that he likes it too, since he keeps encouraging me to write it more.
I have another story that I'm writing on this computer, called 'Reflection.' It's about a woman named Jennifer - the Jennifer from Avenue Q, not me. I was born in 1993, not turning twenty-two - and she's been raising her daugher as a single mom since she was born, and where I am so far, she's worried that she's pregnant with the guy she had sex with the night before, and she has a feeling that the man is also Lizzie's dad, but it's probably not gonna be, coz Lizzie's barely a dirty blond - she has her mother's hair, really - and he's got dark brown hair, so he probably isn't. I haven't decided yet whether or not Jennifer's actually gonna be pregnant, but she probably is because I'm writing the second night's dream in my head and I just have to type it into the word document after I have them go to sleep. Jennifer and Lizzie act so much alike that they've gotten called twins, and since Jennifer sees so much of herself in Lizzie, that's why I called it Reflection. I actually named it before I started typing it, so the title is why they look - and act - so similar. I'm also working some ideas that I've gotten from Lady Antebellum's song 'American Honey' into the stor because I think it kind of fits them, because they've really held off from being consumed by techonoly. They've got a desktop computer, they have cell phones, and a whole bunch of other appliances, but they barely ever use the computer because Jennifer's raised her to not be so dependant on the computer, or technology in general, if she can help it, so that's the 'American Honey' idea.
Luc's been done with the test but he won't tell me. Maybe because I haven't asked or told him what my grade was, but I know my brother. He wouldn't tell me. Luc, go away. You have stuff to do for Spanish. I'm telling you, John Lucas Bear, you should have taken Choir with me this year instead of Spanish I. There. That got him away. But he honestly should have. He's like me - failing. I took spainish one last year, failed the course. He's probably gonna be the same way, but I don't know any of his grades. Especially not Spanish I. When we were doing registration, I convinced him to take Choir with me. He's probably gonna be tenor because we've got none and he can sing higher, so he's probably gonna be singing tenor. Maybe we could sit next to each other and share folder!
It's almost 12:30 and I've been typing this since I got finished with the test, just about. It just goes to prove how much I can type in twenty minutes. I can't wait to see how much this takes up on the first page of my blog. Wouldn't be shocked if it took up half of it.
Well, I'm gonna post this entry because we're getting out in two minutes. See ya!
sorry about that.
do-do-do-di-do-da-doo.
I'm sorry about that last post. My brother was using my computer while I was playing Uno, but now that I'm out I can talk again. I sincerely apologize from the bottom of my heart about my brother's blog post. If you don't recognize the song, it is 'My Unfortunate Erection' From 25th Annueal Putnam Country Spelling Bee. I love it. One of the guys in choir is singing I'm Not that Smart for our Cabaret next month. Well, two weeks and two days, actually, but who cares? Luc's coming with us to watch ME. And Patrick. But mainly me, because I'm his sister and I'm more important than Patrick because Patrick isn't related to us, and we're related to us.
I kind of think it's funny that my immediate family and I share names with the puppeteers of the original cast of 'Avenue Q.' My parents are named Richard and Stephanie, and my brother and I are named John and Jennifer. I'm the only one who actually puppeteers any, because my uncle Johnny (who my brother was named after) makes puppets and he made one for me. She has blond hair and blue eyes, and she's got a black shirt on with a smaller version of the Avenue Q logo, because I'm such a fan of the show, and all the puppeteers - ensemble included - had to wear black for the show because it would take the attention off of the puppets if all seven of the humans wore colors, which is why the humans (and by humans I mean Jordan Gelber, Ann, and Natalie) had colorful outfits.
Well, I've gotta take a test. I'll post another entry after I take it and I'll tell you what I got on the test. It's Health, so wish me luck1
I'm sorry about that last post. My brother was using my computer while I was playing Uno, but now that I'm out I can talk again. I sincerely apologize from the bottom of my heart about my brother's blog post. If you don't recognize the song, it is 'My Unfortunate Erection' From 25th Annueal Putnam Country Spelling Bee. I love it. One of the guys in choir is singing I'm Not that Smart for our Cabaret next month. Well, two weeks and two days, actually, but who cares? Luc's coming with us to watch ME. And Patrick. But mainly me, because I'm his sister and I'm more important than Patrick because Patrick isn't related to us, and we're related to us.
I kind of think it's funny that my immediate family and I share names with the puppeteers of the original cast of 'Avenue Q.' My parents are named Richard and Stephanie, and my brother and I are named John and Jennifer. I'm the only one who actually puppeteers any, because my uncle Johnny (who my brother was named after) makes puppets and he made one for me. She has blond hair and blue eyes, and she's got a black shirt on with a smaller version of the Avenue Q logo, because I'm such a fan of the show, and all the puppeteers - ensemble included - had to wear black for the show because it would take the attention off of the puppets if all seven of the humans wore colors, which is why the humans (and by humans I mean Jordan Gelber, Ann, and Natalie) had colorful outfits.
Well, I've gotta take a test. I'll post another entry after I take it and I'll tell you what I got on the test. It's Health, so wish me luck1
this is Lucas Bear.
I don't blame my brain but I do blame my penis. and it's all because of Marigold Coneybear.
I FOUND OUT WHEN BARRETT LEFT THE SHOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Barrett left the show on July 2nd, 2006, and then Howie Michael Smith came on and so taht's why he was performing Princeton/Rod in the 2006 Broadway on Broadway (or Bryant Park or wherever it was).
and another thing.
I'm sitting here in Math going between my homework and the computer, and I remebered that yesterday while we were sitting there waiting for my mom to come pick us up, I also asked if I should make a Facebook. Because if I make one, Luc's gonna make one so we can be friends and siblings and lovers and crap. Which led into my talking about my feelings for him.
We have almost identical schedules. He's got Spanish when I have Choir, and we both have first lunch. No one knows how I feel about him, though. Just me and now whoever's reading this. Thank GOD he doesn't read the blog, because if he did he would have confronted me about it and I would be dead.
We have almost identical schedules. He's got Spanish when I have Choir, and we both have first lunch. No one knows how I feel about him, though. Just me and now whoever's reading this. Thank GOD he doesn't read the blog, because if he did he would have confronted me about it and I would be dead.
Tuesday, April 27, 2010
the very last country song ...
I had this whole long blog post written out before I left school. I shut the computer and I was headed to the car I opened my laptop again to post it and when I fianlly get itnernet connection and push 'publish post' it says it can't do it. I go back and the blog post is completely blank and it got me mad. So I'm just gonna try and remember what I wrote while I upload stuff to photobucket.
It was really nice out this afternoon. I was sitting there on the pavement against the wall with Evan randomly drawing and being bored. He hates his bus because everyone on it is loud and talks all the time. Lucas Bear was sitting next to Rori, and then Luke, but then we had to leave. I don't know why Rori was sitting outside waiting for her mom to take her home and I don't see why because Sara was in Ensemble with me, which is why we were sitting outside the school anyways, and she's in Choir, so Rori could have gotten a ride home with her. I don't get it.
I was also asking if it was wrong that I feel something for my brother? I mean, I know we're siblings, but I actually feel something more than that brother-sister bond. It this feeling wrong? I don't know if our parents will accept us after we've sorted this all out . But, hey - who knows? We've still got time to sort this all out and figure out how we feel. He doesn't know, even though he's across the table from me watching SVU.
Evan = my friend
Rori = girl who's in my (our) grade and
Luke = someone Evan knows
It was really nice out this afternoon. I was sitting there on the pavement against the wall with Evan randomly drawing and being bored. He hates his bus because everyone on it is loud and talks all the time. Lucas Bear was sitting next to Rori, and then Luke, but then we had to leave. I don't know why Rori was sitting outside waiting for her mom to take her home and I don't see why because Sara was in Ensemble with me, which is why we were sitting outside the school anyways, and she's in Choir, so Rori could have gotten a ride home with her. I don't get it.
I was also asking if it was wrong that I feel something for my brother? I mean, I know we're siblings, but I actually feel something more than that brother-sister bond. It this feeling wrong? I don't know if our parents will accept us after we've sorted this all out . But, hey - who knows? We've still got time to sort this all out and figure out how we feel. He doesn't know, even though he's across the table from me watching SVU.
Evan = my friend
Rori = girl who's in my (our) grade and
Luke = someone Evan knows
the very last country song.
Should I make a Faceook? Because if I make one, Luc's gonna make one and we're gonna be friends and siblings and lovers and all that shit. I feel an actual connection between my brother and I, even though we're siblings. Maybe there is. But, hey - who knows? We've still got a while before we can be sure of how we feel.
Is it wrong, for me to like my twin brother? He doesn't know how I feel, or that I'm even talking about this, since he's sitting on the bench nent to me and I'm sitting on the ground waiting for our mom to come pick us up from the school because I had to stay after for ensemble and it was pointless for him to ride the bus hmoe when Mom was just gonna come over and get us anyways.
So my friend Evan is sitting her next to me doing God knows what with his notebook. He's drawking or something. Rori's sitting on the bench next to Luc waiting for a ride, but now she's gone because her mom's here. Why was she getting a ride from her mom? Her sister's in ensemble. they could have gone home together.
So my mom's still not here yet and it's four o'clock. Evan's bored. A lady just went inside with Taco Bell. I wanna get food from there, even though we had Taco Bell on Saturday.
Evan hates his bus. Which is why he's sitting here waiting for his parents to come pick him up.
Evan = friend.
Rori = girl classmate who I don't talk to that much.
Sara = Rori's older sister, who is in ensemble and Choir.
Is it wrong, for me to like my twin brother? He doesn't know how I feel, or that I'm even talking about this, since he's sitting on the bench nent to me and I'm sitting on the ground waiting for our mom to come pick us up from the school because I had to stay after for ensemble and it was pointless for him to ride the bus hmoe when Mom was just gonna come over and get us anyways.
So my friend Evan is sitting her next to me doing God knows what with his notebook. He's drawking or something. Rori's sitting on the bench next to Luc waiting for a ride, but now she's gone because her mom's here. Why was she getting a ride from her mom? Her sister's in ensemble. they could have gone home together.
So my mom's still not here yet and it's four o'clock. Evan's bored. A lady just went inside with Taco Bell. I wanna get food from there, even though we had Taco Bell on Saturday.
Evan hates his bus. Which is why he's sitting here waiting for his parents to come pick him up.
Evan = friend.
Rori = girl classmate who I don't talk to that much.
Sara = Rori's older sister, who is in ensemble and Choir.
if i never knew you ...
I'm glad I'm a twin. My parents wanted two kids, and they got pregnant with me and Luc - Luc's older - and so my mom only had to go through the pains of childbirth once. We should play Viola and Sebastian in Twelfth Night because, frankly, I lied last post. It depends on who the person looking at us is about whether or not we look alike. People say we look related, but not twins. People say that we look identical, and (for the ones who're familiar with Shakespeare) suggest we play Viola and Sebastian because we could pull it off. We actually got an offer for that just this weekend from the man who owns one of the local theatres and wants to put on 'Twelfth Night' and couldn't find anyone who looked similar enough to pull it off, but he found us and we said yes. So there's that over with.
Sorry about the whole Lucas thing in my last post. He was reading over my shoulder - again - and I wanted to talk to him and we were in health and Momma Mo wanted us to be quiet, so I had to type it into the blog post because I didn't want to open a new document.
So Dakota took me to the blood drive my school's holding, but I didn't want to donate blood and I'm kind of regretting not giving blood. I didn't really want to because ... well, I don't know. I just didn't. If she asks me again, I'm saying that I have a fear of needles. Maybe next year.
I like having my own blog where I get to type anything. One of my friends - Kate - has a website of her own - http://www.onedayatatiem03.zoomshare.com - where she blogs about random stuff. She only blogs on her day off from her two jobs - Wednesday. She works at Starbucks and Barnes 'N' Noble. I forget which one she's working at today, but I'm gonna go visit her after I through school and ensemble and Mom gives me and Luc the keys to the car after we get home and finish our homework and I text her asking her where she's working.
Bell's about to ring. Gotta go!
Sorry about the whole Lucas thing in my last post. He was reading over my shoulder - again - and I wanted to talk to him and we were in health and Momma Mo wanted us to be quiet, so I had to type it into the blog post because I didn't want to open a new document.
So Dakota took me to the blood drive my school's holding, but I didn't want to donate blood and I'm kind of regretting not giving blood. I didn't really want to because ... well, I don't know. I just didn't. If she asks me again, I'm saying that I have a fear of needles. Maybe next year.
I like having my own blog where I get to type anything. One of my friends - Kate - has a website of her own - http://www.onedayatatiem03.zoomshare.com - where she blogs about random stuff. She only blogs on her day off from her two jobs - Wednesday. She works at Starbucks and Barnes 'N' Noble. I forget which one she's working at today, but I'm gonna go visit her after I through school and ensemble and Mom gives me and Luc the keys to the car after we get home and finish our homework and I text her asking her where she's working.
Bell's about to ring. Gotta go!
"All my exes live in Texas, which is why I hang my hat in Tennessee."
Did I spell Tennessee right? I think I did.
So I mentioned a couple of my exes going to Hamnden High School last post and I just wanted to talk about them. I have a string of them.
Seventh grade - Matt
Eight grade - Joshua
Ninth grade - Tyler
Tenth - Jack
Eleventh and twelfth grade are still a mystery. Will I have a boyfriend or what?
Dude, Luc, you know what? We should start dating next year. Hardly anyone knows we're twins, and we don't look that much alike, so it's completely believable. Can we, can we, can we? *looks back at you* Yes!
So there's eleventh grade, at least, because Jack's moved to Bristol and I barely ever see him as is now, so we've decided to call it off this summer after school ends. We're still staying friends, though. He was born here, so he might come back up near here to go to college.
It's taken me two periods to write this. Dakota made me go to the blood drive with her, but I didn't want to donate blood and now I'm kind of regretting that decision, but I'd have to be late to Choir and we'd probably be going through the song with my solo in it. I'll talk about that next post. I'll have time.
So I mentioned a couple of my exes going to Hamnden High School last post and I just wanted to talk about them. I have a string of them.
Seventh grade - Matt
Eight grade - Joshua
Ninth grade - Tyler
Tenth - Jack
Eleventh and twelfth grade are still a mystery. Will I have a boyfriend or what?
Dude, Luc, you know what? We should start dating next year. Hardly anyone knows we're twins, and we don't look that much alike, so it's completely believable. Can we, can we, can we? *looks back at you* Yes!
So there's eleventh grade, at least, because Jack's moved to Bristol and I barely ever see him as is now, so we've decided to call it off this summer after school ends. We're still staying friends, though. He was born here, so he might come back up near here to go to college.
It's taken me two periods to write this. Dakota made me go to the blood drive with her, but I didn't want to donate blood and now I'm kind of regretting that decision, but I'd have to be late to Choir and we'd probably be going through the song with my solo in it. I'll talk about that next post. I'll have time.
http://www.hamden.org/
A couple of my exes go here - both have moved there, one after eight and the other just this past summer - and I think it's crazy that the school day for them starts at seven-thiry (7:30) in the morning. I'm still getting ready then. But they get out at two, so I guess that's better than us - we go to school 8:25 to 3:10, and my brother and I have to ride the bus an additional thirty-five minutes after we get out - five on the bus in the parking lot, about eight minutes getting onto the main road, and the remaining twenty on the bus route that comes before us. I don't mind the ride, though. It's quite nice, actually, for my brother and I both. I might get him to make a blog too, but I don't know. I don't think I could do it, having to wake up at five in the morning five mornings a week. I'd have to go to sleep a whole lot sooner than I do already, which is normally between ten and eleven. Or ten and midnight. Sometimes it's before. I don't really pay attention, though. Just as long as I don't spend the night up again like I did a couple weeks ago. That was fun.
Monday, April 26, 2010
Like what?
She wants to take me to a mountaintop and hold me in the rain, lick frosting from my fingertips like ...
And I don't know the rest of the words coz I can't understand what he's saying in the video. Will come back and update it when I figure it out. Bell just rang and I've gotta go to eighth period.
And I don't know the rest of the words coz I can't understand what he's saying in the video. Will come back and update it when I figure it out. Bell just rang and I've gotta go to eighth period.
DHJBP - 33 The Woman Inside You
How did I NOT blog this one already?
<3
Except for the fact Pops is a dirty old man.
<3
Except for the fact Pops is a dirty old man.
Wednesday, April 21, 2010
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